Monday, May 23, 2011

Aun

Cada lágrima que cae el mar
es un pesar 

Saber que en las noches 
tus trastornos tienen origen 
de tal conocido 
es un pesar 

Sentir el dolor reflejado en tus ojos 
es como sentir un trueno de sollozos
tristes
muy tristes 

Pero saber que aun hay tiempo de cambiar 
es querer luchar 

Saber que con sus palabras no lloraras mas 
y utilizarlas como armas de fuente 
eso 
es amar 

-Bionica

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Maybe One Day

He told her that it's not a quarter life crisis (not at 24)

but a pre-mid life crisis

and that perhaps it may do with a drink or two ;-)


She enjoyed hearing him speak

and their conversations at a reasonable hour

about this and sometimes about that


The ways of his style

living to be his own person

and not for another


Careful and secure

exerting the utmost qualities


Maybe one day she'll tell him

that she'd like to be a little like him

and that it's really ok to open the door to let someone in


-Bionica


Saturday, March 5, 2011

Tal Vez

Será que cuando ellos estudiaban

le daban clases por fracciones de 3 hora al día?

quizás era 1 maestra para 27 niños

y no le podía dar la atención necesaria


para que aprendiera & fuera un alumno brillante

su escuela tenía todos los recursos posibles

y las maestras no vivían afligidas por temor de perder su trabajo

los padres no estaban forzados a depender de un gobierno

para vivir con la de tarjeta de alimentos

no tenían necesidad obligatoria para welfare


para que sus hijos tuvieran un mejor mañana

en independencia del gobierno

y vivir por si mismo


los gobernadores de su tiempo no se agrandaban el bolsillo

sin importarles las maestras que perdieron su trabajo

parece que no...


entonces ellos, ¿porqué lo hacen?


-Bionica

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Listening

Walking in the subway

she followed some advice and listened

to the noise of people's feet

to the conversations caught in the air

to the man and his violin


He played a song so sad

it seemed to be the reason for which people scurried

across the square tiles that made the floor

they didn't want to listen

they didn't want to provoke

the tears that swam near the borders of their eyes

threatening to rush out

and soak their cheeks

if they would slow down and listen to the song


So the feet went even faster

when they heard his melody

eyes looked straight ahead


She almost wanted to stop

ask why his song played so sadly

but then her eyes blinked twice

to keep back the tears


-Bionica

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Home

I want to go home

To that place where la vecina

plays Vuelve con tu Papa by Teodoro Reyes

porque está "amaiga"

Un amargue que se resuelve acompañado de varias Presidentes (y no light)

o tal vez un Extra Viejo y pico–sólo si es una dura


To that place where las niñas del frente limpian con el radio a to' lo que da

(like everyone else down the block)

y aveces ellas botan mucha agua limpiando,

aunque a la abuela no le gusta nada

pero igual, hay que limpiar


To that place where colmadones are poppin'

people jam at the carwash while Omega is singing live

Si no me amas"

and the megadivas, well they got it goin' on!!!


I want to go and stop at Jacaranda

on my way to the capital

order some yuca con longaniza

saving some for el camino

también pa' cuando llegue a la fiesta y pegue el hambre ;-)


I want to hear the cucurucucu del gallo

a la 5 de la mañana when I'm still en el 3 sueño

and the persianas still don't block out Vakero's Que mujer tan chula at eleven

because the vecina, she made up with the vecino...


-Bionica

Thursday, February 3, 2011

¿Sí cocina?

Un fracaso en la cocina

a ella le dieron la tarea del desayuno

par de huevos, tostada y un café

simple right?

hmm...maybe not

Ella apenas sabía por donde comenzar

se sabe que el pan va en la tostadora,

pero y ¿los huevos?

¿cómo se hacen los huevos?

¿llevan sal? o ¿quizás un toque de mantequilla?

¿revueltos o fritos?

decidió por revueltos y fue tan tal el caso

que uno se le fue por el fregadero

así como lo leen

pero los demás del plato a la estufa

mientras batía los huevos pensaba en el tocino

¿se cocinaran juntos?

mejor no, separados y tal vez mas rápido


Bueno, los huevos se cocinaron, pero mientras

aun quedaba el pan de la tostadora

casi se le olvida pues ya se estaban quemando

after scraping a little, the toast looked fine

ya para eso estaban listos los huevos

ahora el tocino

casi le echaba aceite para freír pero una mirada le dijo que no

entonces arreglaba la tostada y la sal para los huevos

todo mas o menos bonito pero comible


los platos en su lugar, las tazas

¿y el café?

el café se le había olvidado

con tantas cosas se le pasó

pero bien con el tocino decidió que mejor el jugo

entonces abriendo el refrigerador respiro profundo y lo sirvió

por lo menos she tried

y nada por que estuvo bueno


buenísimo

pues se lo comieron todo ;-)


-Bionica

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Generation G

Generation G because there is a thing called GPS and all the young people can't seem to get around with out it. It's as if a handheld map is something foreign to them and encrypted text on an electrical gadget that talks back to them and tells them where to go is of the most normal.

To consult the paper which unfolds to a map of the 5 boroughs is just a little bit more time consuming. To press in a few "buttons" on the touch tone screen with a computerized voice is easier as long as the map loads quickly.

And these things just happen to multiply into all sorts of forms because now even those cellular things called phones have GPS too. For a small fee of a probable $9.99 extra a month, one doesn't have to worry about the directions and how to get there. Why instead of talking into your phone, it talks back to you and tells you that at 500 ft there will be a turn coming up and that you should stay to your right and perhaps merge too. To think that if someone would have told us 10 years ago that we would be following a little computer that talks back to us and depend so much on it, we may have looked at them as if they were wearing last seasons resort collection in mid winter. Bemused & befuddled. Yet that is exactly what has happened, now we must make sure to have the latest model of that positioning system because we also need to calculate the most efficient way to get somewhere all the whilst saving gas and time of course, oh and traffic too. It's important to get to our point b from point a in a timely manner.

That little squared object that needs to be charged after a certain period of time and who at some point in the near future may not even need to be plugged into the car, but to the solar charger that keeps it going. Perhaps one day they will come with a little solar window making things the more easy to pack.

GPS? Check. Car? Check. Car keys? Check. Directions? oh yes definite check.

To go and to get back. To keep going and drive on. GPS what would we do with out you? Be a little more resourceful? Hmm...but how? What would we search to do?

Simply find a way to make the map reading a little easier. To somehow insert it in an apparatus that will position properly and move along with us. One that would show us a view of the near by streets and roads that we drive through. The little signs that we pass by and the actual formation of the streets too.

Wait, we already have that. It's called general position satellite or something.

But it's o.k. to have such a gadget because it makes things a little bit easier when one has not direction. All you need is a place to go and GPS will tell you how to get there. It would be quite fabulous if there were something in life that helped us out the same way when we aren't exactly sure of where we are going. Then again, I guess that is where prayer takes part and we ask for some sort of direction to help us take our path.

Oh generation g, we that are still growing and learning who we want to be and what we want to do. We that are still unsure where we want to be and how to get there...In the mean time, we have GPS to help us out a little. Keep straight and prepare to turn right at 77 ft and you will reach your destination on right.



-Bionica