To Know–

So I found out today that he’s a serial leaver or maybe a serial ignorer 

That doesn’t even make sense, I know 

But it was confirmed that he is what may be a one date of guy 

After that it’s sayonara and forgotten 

I wonder why? 

See what bother’s me is the falta de educación as my Abuela would say when someone lacks manners 

It really isn’t hard to simply say ‘hmm… I don’t see this happening again or this was nice but I’m not interested…’ 

Just a word out of decency really 

I would love to ask why he reacts in such a way 

Brave? Perhaps or just curious

See I know I’m weird but this is even weirder

Made me wonder what is wrong with this person and why such a lack of proper communication 

I’m not trying to fix anyone because I’m not a therapist but I would like to understand the why of certain things 

Especially when the conversation was soo good 

It was so refreshing to talk with someone with so much to share via good conversation 

And then poof all gone with a trace and yet no reason 

I don’t even think I was weird on that ‘outing’ for lack of another word because I wouldn’t even consider it a romantic encounter 

But maybe he’s even more of an over thinker than I am 

Maybe… But what if he’s not and it’s just an I don’t really care pattern he has?

The world may never know… 

Bionica

Differences

It’s not that she didn’t like it

She very much enjoyed following the different stories

The one’s that showed fabulous fashion & jewelry 

The one’s that showed videos of of pets and their happy stories 

With their adoptive parents 

It’s just that she didn’t like what it was becoming 

What it became 

How people became 

All of a sudden obsessed with becoming an insta celebrity 

It was all about the followers and not about the content 

Somehow a person’s validity was now determined by the amount 

Of followers they had 

Regardless of knowledge or talent 

And then it made her sad 

Because so many amazing people were being overlooked 

Due to the fact that there wasn’t a K or an M after their amount of followers

She didn’t understand 

The current generation had lost out on so many things 

Granted, she very much enjoyed being able to track down 

Her Ipsy bag and know the exact date of it’s arrival 

But she also enjoyed being surprised the same way that 

Her 9 year old self would be surprised upon opening the mailbox

And finding her monthly subscription to The Baby-Sitters Club 

Because that Ann M. Martin made her feel like she too was Claudia 

She very much enjoys receiving a quick reply from someone 

Halfway around the world that’s in a different time zone

But she also enjoyed receiving letters from her penpal the way she did 

When she was in school 

It’s as if the world is losing human contact 

People can no longer talk to each other face to face 

Everything has to be done via a brightly lit screen in which 

some may misspell words and somehow others understand 

She appreciates being able to meet up and talk over snacks

And read under a lamp 

But kids now a days will never understand what it was like 

To have to read under a night light because the book was too good 

Put down 

Now all they have to do is bring out their phone and keep messaging 

Instead of going to sleep 

She feels that the commodity of technology has turned us into a somewhat 

Lazy bunch that prefers to ask Siri or Alexa for the answers instead of actually flipping 

The pages to the back of the book… 

It’s fine & dandy and great to enjoy certain things

But others are just lost in time 

And they’re important things like values and appreciation, 

Love & a certain zeal because nothing will ever compare to finding out that 

Your song is number one because it made it on MTV’s hottest videos 

Sorry YouTube, it’s just not the same 

Reading the article you wrote on a handheld magazine that gets delivered 

will always hold a certain pizazz because of the wait and excitement 

That cannot be delivered instantly 

It’s just not the same

-Bionica