It was an interesting car ride
One in which she asked questions to make conversation
But he didn’t really seem too interested in replying to
Maybe he had something else on his mind
He wanted to know more about her
Specifically, why she was still single
An age old question that she knew the answer to
Yet she couldn’t really answer
So she gave him a line
The one that goes ‘I just haven’t made a connection with someone yet’
It’s pretty believable
It makes sense and is logical
But the real answer, she just wasn’t ready
She just wasn’t ready to give in and give out
To her a relationship meant giving parts of yourself
That you just couldn’t get back
It meant making memories that you could look back on
And no longer care for the person that shared such moments with you
She had to take a moment to breathe
Did she want to continue building up knowing that the next brick laid
Would be shared with someone different
It was just too much for her at the moment
But that was ok
She knew she needed time to heal
And when he leaned in
She moved back
She just wasn’t ready to give up more of herself
Did he understand?
She couldn’t say
But for some reason he wasn’t scared off
He wanted to stay…
-Bionica
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