Monday, September 30, 2024

So Is Life...

 Life feels like the biggest sham in the world right now 

After being taught so many things adulthood is about unlearning everything and starting over 

All those things ingrained into my brain that made me feel inadequate for so long 

It’s time to let them go but it’s also so hard because they’ve been a part of me for so long 

And even though it’s a major must to let them go it’s such a challenge to be used to something that feels better and doesn’t keep me doubting my self constantly 

As dualities 

The good the bad and the truth so would that be a duality plus one?

Does someone know?

Anyone know?

-Bionica 


Monday, January 22, 2024

Not the Boyfriend

If you ask her if she has a boyfriend it’s very likely that she may say no 

Because he isn’t her boyfriend 

He is her lover 

A man that she loves in more ways than one

But who?

Who is that man with whom she shares her dreams?

To whom she speaks of her love for the moon and the sun?

Who is this man that knows of the spells she casts and the chains she’s broken?

Who is it that makes her smile at the sound of his voice?

Who is the man at which her body simply succumbs to with a simple kiss?

Ask her of the man that adds color to her world 

The man that is her prince as he has made her his princess 

Just the two of them in their castle 

Ask of the man that fills the cup of her pleasure 

The man that enjoys seeing her next to him when he wakes up with her hair a mess as half of her body is covered by the blanket 

Who is this man that dreamed her up and brought her into his life 

The man that prays for her every morning and every night thanking G-d for the love that came into his life

Who is this man?

The man that makes her dream…

Bionica