Thinking...

I’ve had this feeling for a while now 

The feeling that I speak and no one listens 

As if I’m trying to give a sort of warning in an effort to stop something that could be avoided 

Trying to speak a truth that no one will listen to 

People may look here and there but they keep on walking and her words get picked up by the wind 

So it may be heard somewhere in the distance but people may not be sure of what it was that she said 

And of course she isn’t the only person to experience this 

So many people prefer to ignore what’s in front of them perhaps out of convenience 

Or maybe because if they really see, then they would have to acknowledge other things too 

Like their own faults perhaps, like the fact that we’re all guilty of something and so it could be that 

The ego is just too big that some refuse to even make eye contact to see such a thing that would 

Remotely act as a mirror to them 

It could be… 

But so what?

What is wrong in actually admitting a mistake?

To err is human is it not?

And to remediate things is too 

To move forward is too 

To be in the present without pointing out the past seems to be a big challenge for some 

Maybe it has to do with letting go 

It could be tied to forgiveness of self 

Whatever the case, I’m thinking of moving my soap box to my place under the sun 

But this time I’m not going to give words to those that don’t want to hear it 

I’m going to hold my ground and live my truth 

Simple and serene 

Keeping away from those who may not understand 

Because sometimes you just have to move on 

Without looking back 

Understanding that to some you will always be the white background noise that they could never make out 

And that’s ok 

Sometimes it’s more about you 

Than it is about them… 

Bionica