Jokes...

See the two of them have this joke they share in which she tells her aunt that she’s going to send her a boyfriend 

Her aunt usually giggles at the fact and quickly adds that she’s been waiting for a while now 

But recently her aunt told her that she needs to get it going and get a boyfriend of her own 

And it made her wonder what it is with people and wanting to tell others what to do with a life that isn’t their own 

Her aunt didn’t exactly say this jokingly, it was more on a note of you’re getting older and need to get yourself a partner 

And the thing is that her aunt isn’t the first person to make this not so subtle suggestion

Which makes her think of how people just think it’s an ok thing to do and cross lines that they might not make to much of but in reality as she thought about it, well it was a big thing 

See, it’s more than just finding a boyfriend 

It’s about finding a partner with whom you are able to open up to, show your open wounds and the ones that are still healing and trusting that this person is going to be there as you continue to heal 

It’s about finding someone that understands that way that your mind works and wants to learn more about it because it’s part of the magic that they see in you 

It’s about finding someone for whom you don’t have to translate your soul because there is this unspoken connection between the two that just flows intensely like a waterfall, coming together in a beautiful and very welcomed splash 

But not everyone sees that 

For some it’s about completing certain mandates that society encourages like a board game because those are simply the rules–without really giving thought to the person that is playing the game

She wonders if so many people have these strong feelings of wanting to tell others what to do with their lives because they want to have their go of controlling something and having it go their way 

Could it be a result of pent up frustration in not looking really looking within to live the life that they would love 

In living a life that they learned from their mistakes and took such experiences to make things better 

Or maybe it’s because they don’t want to look at their problems and find it easier to give orders 

Whatever the reason, it just becomes rather exhausting and as she realized certain things

She preferred to spend more and more time by herself 

Not because she didn’t like people, but because she preferred to simply surround herself with love 

She preferred to leave the judgmental thoughts of others out of her forcefield, she decided that other people could keep their need to control and unpleasant words to themselves 

If there was no need to come in contact with such things

Why would she?

Why would anyone?

Bionica