Showing posts with label recuerdos. Show all posts
Showing posts with label recuerdos. Show all posts

Wednesday, May 13, 2020

True Story

I usually write things in a journal documenting details that I may or may not go back to physically while approaching them from time to time in my mind perhaps with a smile or a pensive look on my face to be understood only by me 

But there was one instance as to which I haven’t gone back to on paper but can still remember the major details and feelings of that day
Way back when the dinosaurs used to roam and I didn’t have a cellphone of my own, my cousin and I boarded the voladora and went with abuela to her second favorite store–after El Mundo, downtown she would be forever loyal to Value City 
So M and I went with her, it was right before I started college and I hadn’t yet turned 18 making M about 11 or 12 
She and I have always had a thing so much so that her sister may have been slightly hurt when I would outright call her my favorite

But that day became not about favorites, it was a day of survival–literally 
See we had roamed that Bergen Mall for what seemed like forever with abuela and then M and I had a thing and we just separated for what seemed like forever because it was 
After searching high and low I couldn’t find her nor abuela 
Then in the most dramatic way possible I saw that girl coming up on the escalator looking from left to right until our eyes met and her hands went up and then back down in an obvious moment of ‘finally!’ 
Yes, finally we were together at last but incomplete 

Where was abuela? In all our search we didn’t bump into her once
And as 2 out of 3 we eventually had to do something 
Approach a cute stranger with a large smile and ask him, ‘I’m sorry but would it be possible for you to lend us your phone?’
And that he did ever so kindly although I wonder if at first he thought it was a flirt because dude it wasn’t… we were literally stranded at the mall with no money for the bus even 

Having my aunt’s number embedded to memory like my kindergarten teacher taught me a few years before–yes this is a joke, maybe a bad one but still one nonetheless 
I called the tia having a point of meeting and when she found us it was this amazing feeling of yessss!!!! 
She went to save us and with a smile 
She hugged us in and when we got back abuela was already there!

Apparently her grand entrance back home was a silent one with a single wave of her hand signaling that she didn’t want to talk about it 
How at almost 18 and 11 or maybe 12 her 2 granddaughters managed to get lost in the mall and never thought of going to the makeup counter to call their party to meet 
But it happened and when it didn’t it was the furthest thing from funny 

Yet now I can’t even think about it with out a rumble of giggles threatening to burst out like skittles that spill over the floor because someone was too excited when they opened them 
That’s the thing about life’s moments 
Sometimes things happen and you wonder ‘when will it be over?’ or ‘how will this go?’ And it just so happens that it goes the way it’s supposed to 
Leaving an imprint of you will remember me forever and laugh 

And I like that because although abuela is no longer here to tell the story, I will always remember it and have that special story with M 
And that guy that lent me his phone, his letter is N and I saw him my first day of school as a freshman in college 
Go figure… A good deed that kept on giving because he was a friendly face to smile at when I didn’t know what would happen going into a University after graduating from a class of less than 50 students 
True story–and a good one at that 


Bionica 

Friday, June 7, 2019

Timing

6am her day began 
Taking out her dogs and making sure everything was ready for when she left the house at 7am 
7:30 am she was searching for parking hoping to find something near work 
It was going to be a long day 
By 12 noon she had endured a sweat marathon like no other, but that of course was to be expected of a Sunday in June 
By 3pm work was over, the sweat was dry on her clothes and she was hungry 
She made her way to see him, a friend from some time ago 
It would be the second time they would see each other 
Connecting and putting pieces together 
By 5pm they had dinner and the pitchers of beer had come to a stop 
It was 7pm, they had taken a few trains, gotten a little lost and yet they found their way to Wall Street 
There they were, making their way to the top of the world 
Maybe there was something in the air, because that’s where their romance took off 
They came closer together without exactly touching and it was beautiful 
The affection, the love–it was something that seeped from their pores 
The clouds got a sense of it and they wanted to spread the love too 
So they made rain, making sure that everyone who was touched by the water would feel the love they did 
It was 9pm and they were drenched, as if they had decided to take a dip in the Hudson minus the skinny because their clothes was something they forgot to take off 
9:39pm came and their good bye pulled them in, it held them close to the possibility of something new 

And it began…Their kiss was sealed with light, and no amount of darkness could make it go away 
-Bionica